::hugs::

Sorry I'm not closer, to help more, but:

Look at this whenever you need a lift. Guaranteed to give you a lift- ravenrose sometimes leaves it on in the background when she's stressed.

I have a feeling that looking at this might help, too. :-)


And I'm generally in agreement with jikharra- the fact that you realize that you're in trouble, and you're putting up a distress signal, is a good sign.