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ladysprite) wrote2005-11-22 11:15 pm
ladysprite) wrote2005-11-22 11:15 pm
Almost.....
In about 24 hours, my husband will be here.
This is a very, very, very good thing, because at this point I have used up every single solitary ounce of cope that I had stored in my system.
There's no one thing I can point to exactly as a problem, and no blatant reason for me to feel so utterly worn out and used up. I'm not working any harder here than I would anywhere else; I'm not doing much of anything. But I'm tired, and lonely, and homesick, and out of my element, and I've run through every trick for dealing with it that I can think of, and I ran out somewhere yesterday.
Today was very long. Tomorrow will be even longer. And then I will have my sweetie here, and for a couple of days the world will be all right again.
This is a very, very, very good thing, because at this point I have used up every single solitary ounce of cope that I had stored in my system.
There's no one thing I can point to exactly as a problem, and no blatant reason for me to feel so utterly worn out and used up. I'm not working any harder here than I would anywhere else; I'm not doing much of anything. But I'm tired, and lonely, and homesick, and out of my element, and I've run through every trick for dealing with it that I can think of, and I ran out somewhere yesterday.
Today was very long. Tomorrow will be even longer. And then I will have my sweetie here, and for a couple of days the world will be all right again.
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