Hm. Darlin', there's nothing to feel bad about if you find that there's still some traps in your head. Old pains stick around a surprisingly long time.

I've gotten to feel (in my case at least - YMMV, of course) that there's no point in adding to that pain by feeling bad about those pains. Let them be, and let them heal. They won't heal any faster if you try to force them.

I hope you're feeling better about this; I've been wanting to respond, but life has kept me awfully busy and low on energy.