You have such emotional strength. I could not do what you do. I could not be a doctor or nurse. I walk into a hospital especially an ER and if I'm not prepared I short circut.

I would have been down after patient 1 regardless of species, most likely due to the human companions grief but I get attached to animals quickly fast as well.

So thank you. Whether those 5 patients passed on in your attempts to keep them with us or whether you helped them with their transition - thank you for doing what I and many others I know simply don't have the emotional capacity to handle.