I don't know. I don't even know what questions to ask, right now....

I don't know that questions are right at these moments. I find just being is hard enough, and trying to be myself.

As I grow older, I find myself asking if the 5 year old me or the 12 year old me would like the person I am. So long as that is true, I'm okay. When it isn't true... ...that is when I worry.

For what it is worth, I think my childhood selves would appreciate who you are almost as much as I do.