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ladysprite) wrote2011-03-10 11:17 am
ladysprite) wrote2011-03-10 11:17 am
Not The Best Day
You know what I would really, really like?
I would like to NOT get thrown headfirst into the wall by a crazy patient on the same day that I woke up with a headache after having nightmares all night.
As long as I'm being greedy, I would also like to get more than 4-5 hours of sleep a night, but lately that seems to be too much to ask. I'm honestly not quite sure whether this is better or worse than my standard insomnia; I'm getting enough sleep to stay alive and mostly functional, but I've spent most of the past month in a fuzzy gray fog of fatigue. It's almost enough to make me think that what I honestly need is to just stay up for 24 hours, to reboot my entire sleep cycle.
Barring that, could those four hours of sleep at least not involve stress nightmares about my father?
Also, I would like a million dollars, a castle, and my own private tropical island. With manatees.
I would like to NOT get thrown headfirst into the wall by a crazy patient on the same day that I woke up with a headache after having nightmares all night.
As long as I'm being greedy, I would also like to get more than 4-5 hours of sleep a night, but lately that seems to be too much to ask. I'm honestly not quite sure whether this is better or worse than my standard insomnia; I'm getting enough sleep to stay alive and mostly functional, but I've spent most of the past month in a fuzzy gray fog of fatigue. It's almost enough to make me think that what I honestly need is to just stay up for 24 hours, to reboot my entire sleep cycle.
Barring that, could those four hours of sleep at least not involve stress nightmares about my father?
Also, I would like a million dollars, a castle, and my own private tropical island. With manatees.
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Hopefully the owner at least asked if you were ok??
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I'm fine; I just spent the rest of the day grumpy and with a headache....