It's not about politics, or titles, or wanting to run events. I don't care about any of those things, to be honest. It's... hmm, it's about the way I used to feel like I was a part of things, and now I feel more or less like I've been pushed out. It's not anyone's fault, and it's no one thing I can point to, it's just an overwhelming change in general feel. I wish I had the time and the energy to put into forcing my way back in, but.... I don't think so. Not right now.