Pulling The Blanket Up Over My Head

[ladysprite]

I have been trying all day to be cheerful and pleasant and maintain a positive outlook, and to be productive and hardworking and get stuff done.

I give up.

I am, as of now, curling up on the sofa in a little ball and pulling an afghan over myself. I am ditching my cooking plans for the night and ordering out instead. I am not going to do laundry, or clean the living room, or work out, or compose business letters, or anything. For once, I am going to slack the hell off. I'm not doing anyone else's work. And my work can all wait for a day.

I am going to lie here, and read stupid stuff on the internet, and maybe watch cheesy dance television, and play Nethack, and generally be a waste of carbon until I am tired enough to fall asleep without having nightmares.

Tomorrow I'll be good again. Tonight.... no.

Comments

[evcelt.livejournal.com]

I understand. Sometimes you need that. Hope it is enjoyable and therapeutic.