It feels how it feels. When your inner critic has that loud a voice it's sometimes difficult to hear any other feelings. At a guess - it will start feeling good once you start and things turn out to be like you're hoping. *wishing you well* You deserve a mutually supportive & friendly work environment!
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Date: 2004-12-02 09:31 am (UTC)*wishing you well*
You deserve a mutually supportive & friendly work environment!