I just can't predict what they want me to do, and when I try to I screw up.
Rhetorical question: Is their opinion more important than the patient?
Real question: When you say, "I did it this way because X," do they say, "That's not the way we do things around here," and tell you The Way That Things Must Be Done?
Real question: Why change before you know you need to change to suit them? And why do you have to do all the changing?
You know, when your lack of self-confidence is the problem that's leading to your mistakes...
Don't forget where the loop starts. Whether they're aware of it or not, questioning you the way they do is undermining your self-confidence. I don't have the whole picture; maybe they just think you know something they don't, something that might be a better way, or at least a different way that they can use.
Or, maybe they forgot to tell you about SOP, and don't realize that you're doing what you know, not what they expect.
Regardless, the people who got here first have better suggestions than I do on what to do. Good luck sorting this out.
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Date: 2005-02-04 11:22 pm (UTC)Rhetorical question: Is their opinion more important than the patient?
Real question: When you say, "I did it this way because X," do they say, "That's not the way we do things around here," and tell you The Way That Things Must Be Done?
Real question: Why change before you know you need to change to suit them? And why do you have to do all the changing?