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Wemble, Wemble, Wemble
Mar. 17th, 2004 11:41 pmYou know, realizing that something isn't worth worrying over doesn't actually make it easier to stop worrying about it. Even realizing that there's nothing you can do to change the situation, no particular cause to point at and vent your ire, and quite possibly no real problem doesn't help.
I'm worried. And frustrated, and upset, and there's no real point to it. It's not going to fix things; if anything it's going to make it worse - I'm starting to spill from general work-angst into wembling about the world in general, which isn't improving my mood at all.
I am not a passive person. I am a compulsive do-er, and as long as I can actively work towards a solution, I can handle almost any problem. Sitting and waiting is not my strong suit, and knowing that there won't be any sort of active resolution at the end of the sitting-and-waiting is driving me mad. I almost wish something specific would go wrong, just so I would have a concrete problem to focus on and fix.
(Did you hear that, universe? I said *almost.* As in, not really. Just in case you were listening.....)
I'm worried. And frustrated, and upset, and there's no real point to it. It's not going to fix things; if anything it's going to make it worse - I'm starting to spill from general work-angst into wembling about the world in general, which isn't improving my mood at all.
I am not a passive person. I am a compulsive do-er, and as long as I can actively work towards a solution, I can handle almost any problem. Sitting and waiting is not my strong suit, and knowing that there won't be any sort of active resolution at the end of the sitting-and-waiting is driving me mad. I almost wish something specific would go wrong, just so I would have a concrete problem to focus on and fix.
(Did you hear that, universe? I said *almost.* As in, not really. Just in case you were listening.....)
