Happiness, Day 5

[ladysprite]

It's tired and I'm getting late, and the general feeling of blueness won't go away no matter how hard I fight it - I feel like the more I try to be upbeat and happy and positive, the further away from that I fall.

However, I'm still trying, and I guess that's what matters.

Today.... let's see. I had an adorable little golden retriever puppy come in as my last appointment of the day. Cute as anything, healthy, friendly, kissy, absolutely lovable, with a family that was clearly in love with her and dedicated to taking very good care of her. Clients like that make me feel better about the whole pets-as-holiday-gifts situation.

It's not much, but it's something.....

Comments

[metaphysick.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that the unpleasantness persists. If there's anything that I can do to help, just give a call or drop me an e-mail.

[starcat-jewel.livejournal.com]

As a suggestion, perhaps "upbeat and happy and positive" isn't the direction to go; this sounds like you're forcing yourself to play a role that you know is a lie, and it's not working.

There's more than one way to be happy. Might "quietly contented" be more feasible?