Falling Apart

I did not need this now.

I just got word from my mother that my dad is being treated for lymphoma, and that it's... not going well.

Those of you who know me well enough to know my history with my father will know that this is a complicated, messy, miserable situation - beyond the obvious trauma of a parent being treated for cancer, he and I have a lot of baggage in our relationship.

I am a big bag of jagged little pieces right now. I don't know how much more I can take.