*sigh*

[ladysprite]

I didn't write anything here yesterday. I haven't written anything today. I don't really have anything in particular to say - no deep inspiration, no moving thoughts or exciting experiences. I don't feel motivated enough to blink, let alone emote.

Today wasn't a bad day. Wasn't a particularly good day either, it was just sort of there. Time passed around me, and I'm sure I did *something* - saw some appointments, performed some surgery, made noise at people.

Have you ever had one of those days when everything seems just slightly off? The scale reads one pound too heavy, your lunch tastes not-quite-perfect, the solutions to all your problems look more like new problems than the miracle answer you thought it would be? When the numbers don't work and the letters on the screen swim and blur back and forth instead of calming down to make words, and your head seems either too tight or too full of nonverbal concepts to hold anything else....

Time for sleep, I suppose. Goodness knows I'm not accomplishing much else at the moment.

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[browngirl.livejournal.com]

Some days are wonderful. Some days are awful. Some days you just exist, and soak up existence, while a billion chemical reactions happen inside you and a billion tiny things happen in the depths of your mind and you grow imperceptibly towards the next day of wonder and/or terror and/or delight and/or despair.

*big hug*

A.